this i cannot explain
but i feel you know
this thing is strong
it will go on
what has been shared will never fade
lost for now but not forever
a time will come
for us to shine
for us to burn
burn this whole place down
together is the only way
i hope you are learning
i am always at the study
when that day comes
you will know and i will know
connected we will always remain
as we pass every now and then
we both know
the love that i feel for you will not subside
only grow with each passing day
though there are millions of others out there
each time i will only find you
so until that day when we are joined again

said the Moon to his only star the Sun...

my life is obscure at best
obscenities profanities and wondering what has come of me
losing every battle that has crossed these grounds
fighting not knowing who im fighting for
just to tread another day on some unknown land
for my stupidity i sure am smart
listening to nothing i hear everything
i see right through walls and talk to demons
why not if they are mine
i enjoy darkness on a sunny day
but light is all i see
i run and jump and play
but fun is something i do not see
cold cold rain pours down on me
i wish that for once it would soak me to the bone

insideofmeliesasickness
sometimestoohardtofacebutneverlying
attimesofdiscomfortandfearifalltomyknees
breakingapartallihaveeverknown
itdragsmedownintothedirt
wishinghopingprayingforwhatidonotknow
onlythatsomethingwillrelievemysuffering
itdigsandburrowsandswallows
sadtosayifeelitapartofme
notknowinglifewithout

thoughtsofonedayreturningthissickness
bloodandsweatandtearshaveallranout
thinkingandfeelingbecomethesame
asolitarypresenceofmyselfneverfeltmoreabound
thispainifeeliscomfortingifcomfortisnotbreathing

thissicknessfillsmeupwithhatredandsorrow
bleedingarmsarerunningout
sooniwillhavetofindawayout
awaytosubmittoitsdemands
theskiesturnblack
ifailtoseethebeautyinitsbreast
brightstarsshinenotforme
ihavelostwhatliesinsideme
thestrengthtofighththisshit

giveupiwillnotmyheartremainsintact
thereseemstobeawallaroundit
breakingthroughmustbeitsintent
imustendureforalittlewhilelonger
surelyitwillgrowtired
tiredoffightingwagingwaronitsselfjusttowin
untilthen