I feel like dancing
Dancing in the mirror
Im standing there looking like a fool
Daft Punk is not very Punk
She laughed at me then she left
4 days past and all I could think about was her smile
On the 5th day the lights shined at the disco
I see her standing in the corner
She was all alone and I was so full of myself
I had to see that smile again
I got drunk and missed my shot
Too many shots , my brain floating in alcoholic solidarity
confused by blackness in my eyes
2 weeks passed and the pain from the ink
Still burns from the alley artist
Sunsets and Darkness falls around me
Fixated on her image in my head
Buried in silence I am almost dead
I dont know where to begin
Going out of my mind searching for her
Going out of my mind losing her
Hold my hand let me bring you near
Im at the bottom of the food chain
Starving for you love
Ive been waiting a life time
But I keep fucking up
She is dancing with him
Im sweating and standing in the cold
She is slipping through my hands
Im killing time , She use to think i was fun
She was the only one
Oh how I want to dance with her
Excuse me sir may I cut in and cut a rug with her
Im sinking into the sea
Swimming in illusions
Breaking down and she is laughing all the way
Falling down and her eyes push me further away
Is it a game , somehow I always lose
I never imagined how much enjoyment could be gained from failure
She is smiling and I am on my knees
I would lose for a lifetime just to see her smile

Its never as easy as it seems
Standing here without you
Im holding on and will never let go
No matter how long the fall
I would jump again
You bring out the best in me
I can finely breath
Holding my breathe till I turn blue
I will never stop looking
Im holding on until that day
Standing still not making a move
You knew me better than i did
I just needed more time to find who i was
I have failed myself so many times
I never wanted you to see
But Im holding on Love is painful
Im so scared of the truth
Beating myself up all the time
and yet I never win
Turning circles spinning in my bed
I cant sleep without you here
Oh im holding on but its never enough
So sick of happiness it means nothing
Im letting it out tearing at the seams
You were so wonderful
How could I ever turn away
I must have been a fool
Will I ever have another chance
Im holding on Just dont tell me to let go
To hear you name
Brings back so many things
and I feel the same
Was I too naive was I too impaired
To see what has slipped right by
When I first gazed into your eyes
I saw what I wanted to be
I got comfortable and let you down
So now Im holding on trying to find my way back to you

Im fighting, fighting to escape
I know I have to win
Its the only chance to set myself free
Somehow I hear her calling
I must take this fear and push it over the edge
Push myself over the edge
Im a fighter Bullying myself to no end
Ripping through the pages
Everyday passes so quickly
Blacking out , I laugh at it every time
Laughter stains me inside
Doubting me , Im in prison
Stepping into the dark
Fear is fading Anger is Growing
Destruction is creeping in
Im a fighter fighting for you
As the fire burns my skin
I will be the one till the end
Hearts beating as my head is pounding
Can you see the true meaning
Im living just to die
Die I will not till I have lived
Small spaces bury the pain
Secluded from everything else
Please give me just one shot
Im a fighter fighting everyday
Falling to the ground I see how you see
How you see me standing all alone
I dont know how to be anything else
Im breaking down and loving every minute of it
Know that im trying Bleeding and Suffocating
Pouring rain and all I see is you looking back at me
You always saw right through me
Im a fighter What the hell am I fighting for
On my knees waiting for the last punch
Erasing the pain from inside my broken bones
Im gaining the strength to win again
Somehow you helped me through
Giving me everything and never taking a thing
Broken Tvs and Burnt books
Im looking looking for a way to see
Im scaring myself Breaking everything I touch
All i have seen and all that has passed me by
Im a fighter I just never realized I was fighting for you
Im a fighter I have fought my last battle
Im a fighter and I have finely lost