my life is obscure at best
obscenities profanities and wondering what has come of me
losing every battle that has crossed these grounds
fighting not knowing who im fighting for
just to tread another day on some unknown land
for my stupidity i sure am smart
listening to nothing i hear everything
i see right through walls and talk to demons
why not if they are mine
i enjoy darkness on a sunny day
but light is all i see
i run and jump and play
but fun is something i do not see
cold cold rain pours down on me
i wish that for once it would soak me to the bone