Sometimes it seems

Sometimes it seems that all I have is gone
I know not what to feel
If I wander endlessly on these streets
will someone see me or will I have the chance to shine
I step into the darkness waiting for an answer
Will this be enough to set me free
I learn from nothing
it takes me a life time to fill my heart and only a moment to lose it all
I'm silent long enough to hear the cries of the world
I don't know how to interpret what it is saying
It is too much for one, but if I don't try
Will another listen
I'm brought to my knees by feeling
This feeling of helplessness in a sea of doubt
Answers are hard to come by
Finding a way is sometimes more trouble than subsiding
Sometimes it seems tough to comprehend
It is all to hard to let you see
Swimming is hard to do on land
I am filled with pain not only for me but you
I cant explain the way
Apathetic is what i am becoming
It is laughable to think of what has come
When your to blame thats all thats left
For me its something more
Growing up in a world that is so cold
Warmth is hard to find and when you do its too late
Staring into the sun and only seeing darkness
Thats what it is and then sometimes it seems